Hard Times..

Well damn I've had a hard three weeks...man old man I've never been so depressed about a girl. Basically what happened was I tried to ask Sarah to take me back and it didn't go as planned. Also, I'm on probation at my job because I fucking was complaining about my hours and how my boss favors others and its total bullshit really. I was also called Unprofessional because I sometimes don't have my belt and my name tag, are kidding? But its professional to fucking stand around and talk while the fucking front end is booming crazy and not help sweet...Gary so professional. Man I fucking hate the stupid bullshit I have to deal with every month with work, school, girls, or the drama I had to deal with the last month. I just want to be happy for one fucking month. I'm so stoked to turn 21 though my life is different and isn't going as I planned but I'm still having fun. Last night I saw like 10 beautiful women and made my thoughts of Richmond seem a little better haha. I hope to find some new friends soon because my old ones are disappearing day by day. But today I'm pretty good I'm happy I'm rested I'm finally well and feel good again. I'm dreaming of the day when I find the love of my life and have my the love of life and have my children it wont be anytime soon but it will be a great day.