...........what a fucking week..

So this week has not been easy for me at all. I failed a test, had a paper to write and was almost late to class to turn it in, and had my room mates pissed off at me or really everyone was in a bad mood yesterday.  I went to a party on Tuesday and spent the night there was a little hung over and tired as mess. I come home and there is dog shit everywhere...I was like...WHAT THE FUCKKKK....GOD FUCKING DAMNIT! I text Bianca to figure out why there was dog shit everywhere of course I really didn't have any time to clean it up since I had class in a little bit and it was just wayy to much and I had just cleaned that fucking living room the night before I left so I was in a bad mood right away and the dog was crying and just acting crazy. So I left and went the library to get some work done because it wouldn't of got done at the apartment..toooo many distractions and a dog was crying wayy to much and i wasn't in the mood at all. So I left my phone at the apt because it was charging/forgot it, and Bianca must of saw my facebook post saying chillin in Starbucks...and was like "You have time to go to Starbucks and do whatever but you can't pick up dog shit? As you claim the dog as your own?" -One I have never claimed the dog mine, Second I may take care of the dog give it love only because I'm pretty much dog sitting for a year. I guess since I left my phone at home and didn't text her back she thought I didn't respond because of the rudeness but of course it wasn't that. Anyways I had came home and Chris lied to me saying that they had came home and knew about the shit all over the floor blahh blahh blahh...whatever I didn't even care who to believe I fucking hate when people just bullshit me right to my face..all I want to do is be happy and have everyone happy..this fucking house is full of crazy people...I will probably leave when I find a place to move into..but for know I will just ride it out. Anyways I had talk with Bianca after I came home from work and everything is fine.. we're both just not in the mood to pick up dog shit..I suppose she doesn't like people telling her what to do..but I mean I can't do everything and I'm not saying she doesn't ever help or wont do something when I ask but I dunno I was just sick of cleaning and feeling like I do everything...I just don't think I should have to clean up dog shit all of the time..because its not my responsibility to do all of the time....whatever..I just want her to get a crate so the dog doesn't shit and mess up the house any. Whatever I'm just going to keep my mouth shut and not say anything anymore because I'm sick of arguments starting over nothing..I dunno I guess my personality is just fueling the fire but I'm just going to clean up my mess and hope we don't get roach's. Plus I wont play with the puppy and sleep with it anymore..fuck it I want to move out already kind of...it hasn't been to terrible and hopefully it will get better...I hope this ski trip relieves some of this stress...and I hope me and Sarah don't have problems she's been acting really weird lately and I think it because she knows I'm not happy anymore...but she's not helping any by not talking to me and wanting me to stay with her...I mean I don't think I should always call...gahh this suck I wish her parents were just happy and didn't divorce..it has affected our relationship as well...ever since I haven't been happy because she really isn't...she has so much to worry about I feel like I'm not in the picture..I mean I know I am but I mean it feels like its time to move on..what can I do..I don't want to leave her but I feel like its over between us..gahhh 

I hope the house isn't a mess when I get home, sunday...